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i have a new lj ... i'm tired of this username. actually i hate it. this one is simple. i love it. anywho .. add me id you'd like .. i added some of you already
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) audrey___
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[02 Jun 2004|03:41am] |
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so like i've been good. friends life. looking for a job life. yah.
today kort smellis and i went to eat at the hat and now i'm helping kort with her u.s. history and math. yah .. good/old times talks .... and we're not done with her h.w. DAMN PROCRASTINATOR!!! lol .. it's cool though ... we went to the stor mor.. ... stuff stuff stuff ... yesterday .. amity .. went to gils casa and chilled ... it was kort, steph, jenny, bbear and i for a while. but he kort left .. evan came .. then timmy and danny came ... fun times yoh. yahhh .. umm i have pictures... here they are ..
( i'm warning you ... there are a BILLIOn pictures!!!!!!!! )
xo aud. E>
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[11 May 2004|11:17am] |
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( awesome .... AWESOME )
TIMMY wrote this in his journal .. and i absolutely love it
"i remember when all that mattered was looking good...and sounding cool...and having the most exclusive taste in music was the only thing that mattered...when rockstar's names were dropped to make yourself seem like a more credible person...when whoever came up with the newest coolest trend got criticized the most in the end...but then for some reason...everyone looked like that person at the end of the week...that's the way things worked...i remember dropping band names of bands you never listened to...names of people you never met...names of places youve never been to...but if it made you sound like a better person...anything would go...i remember a place where being different meant looking like everyone else...a place where if you didnt look the same as everyone else...you were the outcast...remember when we were freshmen...and we just wanted to be different...we just wanted to be something else...yah...we ended up the same...in the end...we criticized the ones who criticized us for looking the way we did...yah we criticized them for looking the way they did...revenge?...hardly...karma?...not at all...immature?...completely...i remember all this...then i remember...that it's not remembering at all...because it's what we're doing right now." - TIMMY gomez
in other newsss ... dean and i are talking again ... i didn't want to write about in in my journal .. just bc i knew people were being noesy and wanted to know the 411. i'm so glad everything is cool again ... i missed him alot. i was thinking about things alot .. and i am the most to blame. i need to grow up .. blah .. i'm done.
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[08 May 2004|11:37am] |
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AGHHHH .. last night was cRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[06 May 2004|01:55am] |
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thank yout o all the people that called .. imed me .. left a comment on myspace .. gave me a gift ... or spend part of my day with me .. that was realllly awesome and much appreciated.
anywho my day goes somehting like this
brother bear
mom
old town
mac store <33333 ... thanks CHOW
ogayans
teen girl squad
fred picked me up
met up with timmy and danny : once again THANKS FOR THE TICKETS TIMMY
the muse: duuuude i reallly wish i was like waaay in the back so i wouldn't be able to see him singing bc like .. he SOOOOO lip synched .. sooooo gay .. ruined our time .. but the show was still a good one ... it was really flashy n what not ...
in n out: this made up for my kind of wack day .. it was relaxing .. and just enjoyable ...
obryans .. they had a bbq there ... showed up and everyone was there ...
home
chit chat
my brother bear is the best ... he kicks ass ..s eriously . i love him SOO much .. thank you for trying to make my birthday fun fun fun ..
chow .. thank you for the gift certificate .. i LOVED it ....
timmmy .. thank you for the ticket!!!!! even though he lip synched i got to see you and dan .. annnnnddd listen to the songs .. it was a good show .. but he is gay
my mother ((although she doesnt read this)) the card you gave me was sooo pretty .. i loved it ... i love you mom!!!
fred. thanks for taking me to the show and making this day quite enjoyable. rawwwrrr .. can't wait to see F.O.B. it's gonna kick ASS
and to everyone who gave me love today .. thank you ... i never knew so many people loved me ... sweetnesss... or cared.
well i'm going me mee's now .. nite
xo aud. <3
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[01 May 2004|10:05am] |
'CELIS PARTY WAS RADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
[x]dude .. it was crazy. from crazy drunk girls moshing.
[x]kortney socking some dude
[x]the keg
[x]sandra making me drink the last of the soco
[x]a bitter end playing
[x]absolute vodka
[x]dj playing nothing but 80's
[x]ordonez
( a night in pictures .. some of the night )
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[25 Apr 2004|12:04pm] |
heh heh heh
all i have to say about his weekend ... especially friday night was AMAZINg .. lol .. i misght have been a little too drunk .. but it was good ass times ... from the 200 + pictures we took .. to like ryan being drunk off his ass ... goood asss times ...
gil oicked me up at around 530. we went to go pick up mango at shcool. back to gils hous e.. chill stats .. ... Matt and reeses peanut butter cups <3 ... dropped off mango .. tall babies house .. chows house .. party up in HuuuRRRRrr ...
i FINALLy met jenny jones .. and she FUCKING RULES .. the rest of the night will be put in pictures ... oh yeha.. and i changed 3 times that night
( it wasn't over till the fat lazy sang .. and ohhh did she sing!! )
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[22 Apr 2004|12:28am] |
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today giw picked me up .. picked up chow from school .. chilled at his house .. waited for hector to come
then we headded it out to the troubador ... sound check .. wrist band ... food ... light the sky .. THE COLOUR are sO FUCKING AWESOME .. limit point ... i walked around alot .. i couldn't sit still ... umm i sat down to talk .. headed home ... dropped off chow .. went to laurens for like 10 minutes ... but we didn't want to "bleed the scene dry" ... so we went to jax and parked in the parking lot and talked ... i love my brother bear ... seriously gil is an awesome friend ... i love my brother bear ...
now it's 12:35 and i'm online .. i'll probably go to bed soo too ...
i liked tonight .. it was awesome ...
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[21 Apr 2004|03:14am] |
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i read tonight, it was very soothing. i also painted my nails and when i put the clear coat on top it like got all bubbly .. so now i have bubbly nails.
tomorrow is the lts show .. i don't know how to feel about that .. so i won't feel at all. at least for the time being.
i might go see atreyu tomorrow at csf .. but i don't think i can wake up at 9 andbe ready by like 1030 without being all poo faced and cranky!!
hahah obie is a doooork .. that's why i love him
oh vegan: you wanna throw rocks?
bOOm CHica bmBM: haha
bOOm CHica bmBM: it's too late for that
bOOm CHica bmBM: tomorrow or something
bOOm CHica bmBM: for sure
oh vegan: its never too late with obizzle
bOOm CHica bmBM: haha
bOOm CHica bmBM: true
bOOm CHica bmBM: 7am!!!!
oh vegan: :-[
oh vegan: :-)
bOOm CHica bmBM: hahah
oh vegan: i had a great time
bOOm CHica bmBM: me too
oh vegan: :-)
bOOm CHica bmBM: then none of us will go to see atreyu
oh vegan: liar
bOOm CHica bmBM: i mean
oh vegan: that and the hi speed persuit was fun too
bOOm CHica bmBM: AUDREYU
oh vegan: haha
oh vegan: audreyu!
oh vegan: aow!
bOOm CHica bmBM: i meaaaaan audraeu
oh vegan: raaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!! ::hardcore scream in your voice::
oh vegan: :-P
oh vegan: hahahahahaha
oh vegan: audraeyu
oh vegan: so gae
bOOm CHica bmBM: nooo
bOOm CHica bmBM: you can't use any y's anymore
bOOm CHica bmBM: alright
bOOm CHica bmBM: i guess we'll have to though
oh vegan: hahaha
oh vegan: nah
oh vegan: oh wait
oh vegan: yeah
oh vegan: haha
oh vegan: just no more 'ay
bOOm CHica bmBM: yeaaaah
bOOm CHica bmBM: gaeeeeeeeee
oh vegan: eah
oh vegan: reverse!
oh vegan: hahaha
bOOm CHica bmBM: LOL
oh vegan: eah
oh vegan: todae
oh vegan: haha
have i mentioned that i LOVE being single .. well i do.
i mena of course i want that someone to share moments with in life .. but i don't know if i've found him yet .. and i'm fine with being by myself until i do. but am i REALLY by myself? that is the question.
i am out .. talking to obie about things in which i don't write in my journal about
xo aud E>
Even in my dreams, I'm an idiot who knows he's about to wake up to reality
The little things... there's nothing bigger, is there?
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[20 Apr 2004|06:18pm] |
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well anyway ..
i don't think dyed hair and make up is beautiful. to me it's all about natural beauty .. girls that look good without make up and that's so pretty to me ... i can't stand when girls have like 5 colors in there hair .. eyeshadow all over and all that crap .. mostly fashion core chicks ... but i'm not saying ALL of them are like that .. there are some that only do it to accentuate there good features .. blah .. i dunno .. i just don't think beauty comes in a bottle
last night was gabriels surprise birthday party at laurens .. .gil and i showed up at 9 .. floppy, joe, aracelis, deanne, and jasimine were there .. we were all waiting for lauren bc APPARENTLY O'Bryan told everyone to get there too early ((damn him)). so then lauren and elyese got there .. we were there listening to music .. laughing .. drinking .. dude ... we were all buzzed before gabriel even got there ... hahahah ... so then he showed up with ash, and eric obie ryan molly eric g. steven d .. some guy they hang out with .. stevent melissa sheena her friend, michael lai and fred show up .. fred and i went on a beer run and thanks to my genius directions we take like half an hour to get beer instead of like 5 minutes ... i am retarded ...
back to the party .. socialize .. talk .. RYAN BUYS BE ORDONEZ((THATNK YOU RYAN)) ... gil leaves... fred and i leave .. home at like 130
then i was on the phone and needed to vent some feelings i have inside ... i think i went to bed around 3ish ..
isn't it funny when someone claims to be so mature and grown up .. yet acts like the biggest little kid ever .. stop being immature ... grrr you make me angry ... open your eyes .. RAWR .. nevermind .. i'm not going to get into this .. but just know that i think you're wrong. you're ego will be the end of you.
tomorrow is the lts show at the troub .. be there ... i will. der.
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[19 Apr 2004|05:45pm] |
this wasn't written for me .. but i love it ... the mind of a true romantic
hey girl, get in your car
just drive and dont ask questions
the windows are down, the music is up
a smiles on my reflection
sing along to your favorite song
cause my favorite song's whatever your singing
one hundred and twelve dont sound so bad
when you're here in my heart
when countries divide, time won't coincide
but we'll be the same as we were
we've both got this
direct connection
cause direct connections all we've got
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my weekend was rad.
friday i went with dean to juice it up and jax ... and then we went to melanies house to hang for a while .. that was cool .. had some funtimes .. lots of laughs n stuff ...
i went to see light the sky at no future on and that was fun!! i saw some cool friends .. felt up on someones booty
got home early
saturday
saturday i went with my mom to the mall to do some shopping .. we ate and chit chatted ... i boughht an outfit .. sandals .. pants .. shirt .. hoTTTTT
then after ryan came to pick brit and i up .. we went to laurens .. then we went to the after silence show.. it was cooool ... matt made me laugh like :GIGGILE GIGGLE GIGGLE:: true story .. that boy is awesome.. came home .. talked to fred.. he came to pick me up and we went to some party in hollywood .. i got drunk .. it was great ... passed out late though .. i had a super fun TIME!!! fall out boy and name taken will remind me of that night ...
today .. starbucks ... and then i got to brits at like 1 and i slept till like 4 or so .. and i showered ,, bum status ... it was a lazy/ great day ...
xo aud. <3
i'm happy .. i hope you are too
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bleh bleh bleh ... life is dandy right now ..
it's so weird when you see things from an outside of the box perspective. that is how most people see my life. heh heh heh i like it that way . i surprise people with the knowledge i know .. bleh .. i don't feel like writing about things like that ..
but what i DO feel like writing about is the book ... THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO ... it is SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH a good book .. i am almost done with it am sooooooooo in love it ... the book is GENIUS .. maybe i'll watch the movie one day .. i just hope that when i do it is as good if NOT BETTEr than the book. but movies are never better than the books themselves .. . well i think if you have an imagination they are .. .. i had read it before but hadn't really paid attention ... this time around .. it is amaZING
aghhh i am so tired .. and i feel like having sushi ... or maybe fresh fruit ...
my mom gave me money out of NO WHERE .. .. heh heh heh people say they feel bad for her .. i don't ask her for ALOT of it .. i really don't only when i need it. she'll take me shopping or give me money ... and its not as if i'm not grateful that she gives it to me .. at least i don't have to work .. FOR NOW i know i will soon enter the damn reality which is called life and have a job and buy my own crap .. blehhhhhh ... i am accustomed to being spoiled to death since i was little . my mom ALWAYS tells people the story about me and shoes.
here is the story:
when i was a little girl i wouldn't shop anywhere else but nordstroms for my shoes .. and one day my mom took me to busterbrowns and was going to buy me some shoes there but i had a HUGE fit bc i was like " nOOOO it's not nordstroms."
the end.
it's weird bc i remember having huge fits when i didn't get what i wanted .. and in a sense i still do. when things don't go my way i get into one of my "moods." i hate being told what to do. i hate when you tell me to do something twice ... i just hate authority ... so if i remain this way i'll never be able to keep a job and have to open my own business. and that's not a bad thing either .. i think it'll be good. i DESPISE 9 to 5 jobs and i would love to boss people around. i do it anyway ... it's just he way i am ... i am more thee arrogant leader type than an idiotic follower. but i love the way i am. i may have my flaws .. but it's okay ... everyone does .. i know what some are and have more time to discover the rest. i am barely goingt o be 18. i am a little girl ... people will try to take advantage of that ... and they might .. but only if i let them .. and also they must so i can learn lessons to grow in life .. because i think if you remain the same in life .. not move .. not grown ... it's unhealthy .. stayingt he same forever .. is sad.. and pityful ... why am i writing these things .. i don't know .. but i am waaaay thirsty and i'm going to get a drink of water ..
bye bye
xo me.E>
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[14 Apr 2004|06:10pm] |
my NEW FAVORITE OBSESSION
this boy is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!!! i was like OMG!!!!! when i first saw the abercrobie bag .... seriously hotttttttt
on another note ... the dress and shoes i want and am going to get
but i dunno if the shoes are going to match with the dress i have to see them together .. they also have them in pink so ... we'll seee!!!
this is the other dress i am considering ... tell me what you think
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[14 Apr 2004|05:16pm] |
so many different things going through my mind .. i mean there are just SO manythings to think about. right now .. life is good. complexed.. yet good.
my mom is the best .. she bought me sushi today .. from crazyfish .. i think that is the only good thing about living on the west side.
umm i've been exercising and eating healthy too .. i try not to eat too much bread n stuff like that .. so far so good .. except for the sushi ... but i'll run that off later ...
anyway .. hahah lewis can take his boxers off without taking off his pants .. the things he comes up with ..
i i didn't know that the canoga park hollister was closer to me than the one in cerritos .. it's 14.7 miles ... cerritos is like 22.9 ... my mom and i have a new mission ..
ummm i am SO EXCited about the prom dress i want .. it's SO BEAUTIFUL and the SHOES ARE HOTT TOOOOOOOOOOo i shall post a picture of them.
my sleeping habits are beyond fucked up. i need to stop writing that word ... the "f" word .. i write it waaaaaaaaaaay more than i say it.
if i come up with more to write .. i'll write it later ... other than that ... toodles ..
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[10 Apr 2004|09:04pm] |
today
sleep
grandmas ...
two cousins ..
home
crazy fish
online life .. bye bye
hi everyone .. i hope all is well with you .. all is DEFINITELY well with me ..
i love my friends ..
xo aud. <3
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ok whats up people .... umm i got an email that is the COOLEST fucking thng ever .. this morning ...
check it out
awesome indeed... i love little things like this from anyone!!! man i have the best prom date EVER!!!
dun dun duhhhhhnnn ... things are okay .. i mean they're not terrible or anything ,, but it's cool ... and i am fine with that choice .. i like the way things are now and i agree with what we/you decided .
OMG i watched the pianist for the first time last night and i can honestly sat it moved me. it was so beautiful ... my new favorit movie ..
i also saw ... mona lisa smile .. and i loved the story .. i loved everything about it .. i loved julia roberts... the 50's .. the actresses .. the story line .. the message it wanted to send out .. all of it!!!
xo/ today i shop...
i am out ...
he's the one i want .... bitches BACK OFFFF!!
DDDDDDDDDDDDUUUUUUUUUUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEE .. the 23rd .. i'm there!!!!!!
xo aud. <3
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sleep is all that i have done
umm .. don't really feel like talking about much .. what i do feel like talking about shall be told to the people i confide in .. O'Bryan and Brit ... they own me ... rawr ...
Lewis is hott like SIZZLE .. true story ...
umm i went to drop off someones shirt monday night .. i was sooo nervous .. i am the gee ...
crazy fish afterward .. o mhan i LOVE sushi ... you non sushi fans are cuuuuhrrazy .. and you WILL be a fan once you go to CRAZY FISH .. true story
oh yeah on monday night lewis came to brits house OUT OF NO WHERE and surprised me with a PIRATES OF THE CARIBEAN keychain WITH MY NAME ON IT .. that is the fucking COOLEST THING EVER!!! ... pleasant surprise ... i was in aw ...
did ou know that listening to saosin in elevators full blast gets old ladies who are standing right next to you PISSED OFF ... heh heh heh ...
i love john mayer .. especially the acoustic version of "back to you" ... it's just as beautiful if not more beautiful than the regular version ... that song is the story of my life ...
i went on a SCANathon ... today ... i have sooo many pictures .. old school memories .. i'd post them .. but RAWR ... later
i am angry and sad .. i hate waiting it gives me a headache ..grrrrrrrrr ((ANGRYNESS!!!)))
i am out
i have a date with JOhn Mayer ...
xo aud <3
p.s. want love .. we'll make it ... (((I LOVE HIM)))) .. i envy the girl this SOng is about ...
tsk tsk tsk
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